You'd think working from home would make it easier, but alas. 'Tis not.
Here's today's prompt.
Day 20, Monday: Get real. Share something you're struggling with right now.
There really is no good picture for today's post. Though, I imagine that Pippa feels insecure in this picture, all exposed like that. Only, she was happier than ever, tucked in underneath that old t-shirt. Which *does* bring me to today's feeling of what I'm struggling with the most:
INSECURITY
These days, I find myself bickering with Adam over the smallest things. He can't seem to 'get it right', when I know in reality its me who is struggling with my perception of what he is saying. I'm generally afraid of EVERYTHING and of making a wrong decision, and I'm procrastinating like a madwoman because of how scared and insecure I am. I just don't want to get it wrong... though I know that's probably an impossibility.
What I have to remember is that no decision is still a decision. So in reality, what I am doing with my life and time is still a reflection of me and what I stand for, even if its based in fear. Ugh. I hate the way this feels. I want to do something different about feeling insecure all the time. I don't like this feeling... and I hate admitting it! But here I am. Maybe this'll help me with taking some action to start feeling more secure?
How does one even *do* that?
There you have it! This is what I'm struggling with. Your comments and love would be so appreciated in my state of vulnerability! :)
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